Firstly, I want to tell you guys something. I've changed a lot seriously, from bad to worse. Getting more and more rebellious. Going home very late everyday, not going to school and stuffs. I don't know what had got into me. I just don't feel like going to school anymore nowadays. And even if I went, I would just sleep all the way till school ends. I don't even bother to check my papers for amendments of mistakes. I did very badly for all my papers, border line marks. Not what I expected, but I don't bother. I don't know what to do, I've been in a very hard to be position. I've choose the wrong path, I'd know I'm wrong.. But I don't bother. I felt very stress over things, shag. Fuck this shit seriously. Being a human isn't a simple thing, being happy isn't a very simple thing. Can someone tell me what to do? I'm seriously in very deep down mood now. Relationship, family, friends and cliques. Everyone starts to change, or maybe, I'm the only one changing, I'd realized I lost a lot of precious things recently. I'm very tired of all this shit, just hopes that everything ends as soon as possible. Sigh, I really don't know what to do. I waiting for 2012's world clash, so I need not worry anymore.