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On 08 December 2009 @ 1:58 AM - Meaningless.
Drift? Drifted.
Thinking bout the past, we used to hang out at park after school, in a big group. Those were great memories which cant be replaced easily. Although till now i still have a few of you around me, somehow i felt that something is still missing. I really miss those times when we were together, whole group being YP kids. Shouting here and there, scolding each other at the top of our voice, teasing each other, joking around, disturbing passerby, staying out late in our uniform, and stuffs like that. I remembered that i used to be the so called "head" of the group. Everyone was scare of me, or maybe its just that y'all respected me. Thinking back from now, it's kind of joke.
Used to be.
Fooling around like a YP kid, and trying to attract people's attention with my voice. I know that's a lame thing to do, but i know that i'm better now than i used to. When i met someone fiercer than me, i tend to act like i'm not afraid behind them but the fact is, i still get panic whenever i see them. Just that, i tried to put on a strong front cause i don't wna lose face in front of my own group. Whatever it is, its the past already. I'm not saying that within a short period of half a year, i changed to be more "ah lian" than i'm used to. It's 2009 now, being bossy seriously wont make me fly up the sky. I just want to be an ordinary girl who you will see on streets.
Love? Perhaps, its puppy love.
I understand that i'm too young to get into a serious relationship, but i'm willing to try.
I've been sacrificing alot for you. Guys? I have alot. Its not that i'm showing off that i've alot of guys around me, but its the fact. Just that no one can be as - as you. Some people asked me to give up on you but some asked me not to. Plus still, you made me felt that i'm like a fool. Totally a fool to you. When i text you, you will like .. keep finding excuses or something. Maybe what you say its true luh, but i'll always doubt what you say. I know i cant compare to other girls around you, but at least let me feel that what i'm thinking is wrong. Friends around me who have good boyfriend really make me envy them..
Finally rant out whats troubling me all along.
I know you wont come to my blog, but still.. i wna rant out whatever is troubling me.
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Thinking bout the past, we used to hang out at park after school, in a big group. Those were great memories which cant be replaced easily. Although till now i still have a few of you around me, somehow i felt that something is still missing. I really miss those times when we were together, whole group being YP kids. Shouting here and there, scolding each other at the top of our voice, teasing each other, joking around, disturbing passerby, staying out late in our uniform, and stuffs like that. I remembered that i used to be the so called "head" of the group. Everyone was scare of me, or maybe its just that y'all respected me. Thinking back from now, it's kind of joke.
Used to be.
Fooling around like a YP kid, and trying to attract people's attention with my voice. I know that's a lame thing to do, but i know that i'm better now than i used to. When i met someone fiercer than me, i tend to act like i'm not afraid behind them but the fact is, i still get panic whenever i see them. Just that, i tried to put on a strong front cause i don't wna lose face in front of my own group. Whatever it is, its the past already. I'm not saying that within a short period of half a year, i changed to be more "ah lian" than i'm used to. It's 2009 now, being bossy seriously wont make me fly up the sky. I just want to be an ordinary girl who you will see on streets.
Love? Perhaps, its puppy love.
I understand that i'm too young to get into a serious relationship, but i'm willing to try.
I've been sacrificing alot for you. Guys? I have alot. Its not that i'm showing off that i've alot of guys around me, but its the fact. Just that no one can be as - as you. Some people asked me to give up on you but some asked me not to. Plus still, you made me felt that i'm like a fool. Totally a fool to you. When i text you, you will like .. keep finding excuses or something. Maybe what you say its true luh, but i'll always doubt what you say. I know i cant compare to other girls around you, but at least let me feel that what i'm thinking is wrong. Friends around me who have good boyfriend really make me envy them..
Finally rant out whats troubling me all along.
I know you wont come to my blog, but still.. i wna rant out whatever is troubling me.
© Copyright 2011 8-hotkisses. All rights reserved.
Get the best view of my blog with Mozilla Firefox, don't have one? Click here, its free!