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On 12 November 2009 @ 4:33 PM - Failed to be everything.
Supposed to meet kristin'sweetheart for shopping today, but i need to visit grandfather so didnt meet her. (And i promised to meet her on monday!) In the end, didnt visit my grandfather also. So did the usuals and went to opposite coffee shop for breakfast. Decided to go to my cousin's house, so bussed there w mummy, grandmother, sister and brother. Played w cousins, damn cute plz. Left their house @ 2 plus, cabbed home. Blogged to pass time.
I wouldn't want to care much more;
Tears and concern turned out to be rubbish.
Hours and ages, i was waiting.. In return, what i get?.. -sigh
First priority wasn't me, understand and understooded..
You wouldn't know how much i cried for you;
You wouldn't know how much i thought of you;
You wouldn't know how much i missed you.
Even if y'know, would you even care to bother? Doubt so.
I'm trying my very best already.. I'm afraid of falling again.
How much i meant to you? -sigh
Thanks those whom consoled me. Luv y'all til the very end. Off to sleep, text / call me.
Ohya, i'm back on plurk and twitter! Add me up alright. (smiles)
Edited @ 1.18 am
Sigh,
I asked myself, once and twice ; again and again.
What did i do wrong?.. Thought that this r/s could last, in the end.. -sigh
What else can i say? Even if i don't want to, the fact is.. there's no more feeling in you to me. If i say that i ain't sad, it would be a lie. If i say that i didn't cry, it would be a joke.
Whenever you're busy, i'll never receive texts from you. I waited so long for your text, hoping that you'll text me soon. But every night, i waited til around 1 am, i will then receive texts or calls from you.You, yourself go think, in this one week how many text message had you sent me. I can tell you, its less than 600 text messages.
Whenever i'm on the phone with you, i couldn't bear to hang. I treasured every minute, every second with you.
Whenever i'm texting you, i was hoping that you could just reply a little bit faster. But did you? You didn't. I once asked you, what took you so long to reply my message. You told me that you left your phone in your pocket, didn't feel vibration and didn't hear the music. Was it excuses or facts? Whatever it is, it doesn't mean much to you, right? Brothers are most important to you, girlfriend is just a companion.. Am i right? Laugh, silly me.. I thought i was the first priority in your heart, but i'm wrong. Seriously wrong.
I made this choice myself, i cant blame anyone.. Rest assure, i will still miss you. Leonard HJW, 6119 - 550.
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I wouldn't want to care much more;
Tears and concern turned out to be rubbish.
Hours and ages, i was waiting.. In return, what i get?.. -sigh
First priority wasn't me, understand and understooded..
You wouldn't know how much i cried for you;
You wouldn't know how much i thought of you;
You wouldn't know how much i missed you.
Even if y'know, would you even care to bother? Doubt so.
I'm trying my very best already.. I'm afraid of falling again.
How much i meant to you? -sigh
Thanks those whom consoled me. Luv y'all til the very end. Off to sleep, text / call me.
Ohya, i'm back on plurk and twitter! Add me up alright. (smiles)
Edited @ 1.18 am
Sigh,
I asked myself, once and twice ; again and again.
What did i do wrong?.. Thought that this r/s could last, in the end.. -sigh
What else can i say? Even if i don't want to, the fact is.. there's no more feeling in you to me. If i say that i ain't sad, it would be a lie. If i say that i didn't cry, it would be a joke.
Whenever you're busy, i'll never receive texts from you. I waited so long for your text, hoping that you'll text me soon. But every night, i waited til around 1 am, i will then receive texts or calls from you.You, yourself go think, in this one week how many text message had you sent me. I can tell you, its less than 600 text messages.
Whenever i'm on the phone with you, i couldn't bear to hang. I treasured every minute, every second with you.
Whenever i'm texting you, i was hoping that you could just reply a little bit faster. But did you? You didn't. I once asked you, what took you so long to reply my message. You told me that you left your phone in your pocket, didn't feel vibration and didn't hear the music. Was it excuses or facts? Whatever it is, it doesn't mean much to you, right? Brothers are most important to you, girlfriend is just a companion.. Am i right? Laugh, silly me.. I thought i was the first priority in your heart, but i'm wrong. Seriously wrong.
I made this choice myself, i cant blame anyone.. Rest assure, i will still miss you. Leonard HJW, 6119 - 550.
© Copyright 2011 8-hotkisses. All rights reserved.
Get the best view of my blog with Mozilla Firefox, don't have one? Click here, its free!